I Wonder If I Can Have Sex ..
Yesterday I arose from breakfast having toast coffee and lingberry preserve from Ikea , god knows what its called ,( I` have wondered who on earth makes these names up for the item’s from IKEA, also who makes up the name’s for new drug’s maybe it’s just me 
.Have you ever wondered ?
We drove to Durham after stopping off mid way to post two letter’s and took a mid morning cup of coffee and a very tasty scone at a local
tea room , I had one complaint though, it occurred to me that at some point they had been spraying the tables with furniture polish and that they had also sprayed the seat area of the wooden chair’s which made sitting upright difficult as I found myself continually sliding off the seat , it was fortunate I was able to hang on to the table other wise I would have slipped right under the opposing woman’s leg’s 
..We continued to drive to Durham ,as we did so hoping to park and take in some of the shop’s .
We had arranged to meet one of our daughter’s who is at `uni` unfortunately it was insane the amount of shopper’s , the parking was
hopeless, still we managed to arrange to pick her up at a pre arranged location .After we picked her up , we decided to go to a local tesco`s for a bite to eat, ordering I enjoyed a bowl of soup , very tasty .
The cafeteria shocked me as it always does as I walked down past the many grazer’s chomping on the remains of some of their meal’s
I was shocked not at the sight of them, but at the obscene waste of food many of them had thrown to one side ,parting, selecting quite small
amount’s of what they allegedly liked and discarding up to 80 % of what was left, obviously they had never been ever desperately hungry and could never appreciate true `want` .
We chatted and exchanged family talk until it was time to say farewell to our daughter.
We arrived back and settled into a very early evening meal , only to find that our second daughter arrived from uni , distraught and
agitated due to boyfriend trouble .
After it was all sorted out and advice given by my partner and myself about the mysteries of men she seemed to get things in perspective, at leas she said so .
At about 11.30 ish I made my way to bed , showered and slipped under the quilt after fluffing it up .I was cold in the bedroom , strangely for this time of year, the temperature would have been about 18c,it gets cold here in the North .
I waited , watching TV until my partner came to bed in the same old routine of slipping out of her house clothes then slipping her naked body under the quilt .Once under the quit the TV was quickly switched off .
As she slipped in she said she wasn’t feeling to well ,"bloated and grotty" was her word’s, I know from experience that women when they
feel like this need either bar’s and bars of chocolate or just need lot’s of cuddles, and reassurance as they feel very vulnerable at this stage when they are on their period’s .
I cuddled kissed her, as women need a cuddle or two when they have to deal with this tiresome chore, then afterwards she slipped into a deep sleep.
I followed some 1 1/2 hour’s later, I don’t sleep very well so I spend hour upon hour thinking about the great mysteries of life and love till sleep catches up with me .
I did ponder my blog`s and the blog`s I have read and resolved to widen my experiences that I write .I do though try to write in as much detail as I can and how my experiences happen, in no way add to the event, create fiction,
embellish or be dishonest ,to what I write , everything is written as it happened " warts and all" and write my experiences , life , as
near to what actually happened as anyone can do, it would be so easy to embellish but I keep it honest .If I have sex I had it, if I didn’t I didn’t .I slipped off to sleep not really wanting sex tonight,( well I could but let’s be honest men think about sex nearly all the time don’t they ) .I would have gone with any offer but , hey I’m human , I did feel for my partner ,as she was ` a wash` with , `you know when a woman’s on ` . It’s not been unheard of for her to be `flooded out (` as women do ) in the morning staining the bed clothes,while
embarrassing for her , I have told her not to worry , it’s part an parcel of being a woman.
We men don’t have these problem’s so `hat’s off to you women` we do try to understand even if you can become screaming banshee’s .
I awoke about 3 , 3:30 am then made my way to the bathroom for a pee , ( it’s not that I have a problem ,but more like too much coffee on a night time ).
Snuggling back into her when I entered the bed again I reached over and cuddled into her as I was cold , the temperature had dropped , it get`s
cold up here in the North, as i snuggled back into her she felt so warm and inviting, while I snuggled against her I was well aware of how cold I was and didn’t want to wake her so remained some distance away without being too far over until I was pulled closer, shortly after that I drifted off again to sleep once again .
I awoke at 7 30 am ish and said hello to my partner kissed her and she then dressed and went down to breakfast , I followed some 20
minutes later for my breakfast of the same as I always do .When downstairs as I was having my breakfast my partner wanted help
in adjusting her bra , which after forcing myself to do so and a struggle with the straps at the rear I managed to adjust it to a setting that she found comfortable , i can’t say even after so many year’s married I still find it a struggle to work out understanding women’s
bra sizes still I’m thankful I don’t have that problem .
More Tomorrow.